Meme gakked from myth_adventure

Have you ever...
Kissed your cousin: Maybe
Ran away: Once but I realized I had nowhere to go so I sat in the grocery store parking lot a bit then went home.
Pictured your crush naked: Some of them.
Actually seen your crush naked: In real life, no.
Broken someone's heart: Not a chance
Been in love: Yep
Cried when someone died: Every single day since
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Hmm, I guess so
Broken a bone: Nope
Drank alcohol: Now and again
Lied: Not often but yes.
Cried in school: Not often but probably

*do you believe in*
Love at first sight: Not really. Lust, yes.
God: Yes
Kisses on the first date: Sure.
Monsters: Human ones
Horoscopes: Nope
Aliens: They might exist but I don’t think they visit earth.
Ghosts: No
Heaven: Yes
Hell: Yes

*the preferred sex*
What do you notice first: Eyes and hands
Last person you slow danced with: Larry
Worst thing to do: Be a Republican (Wasn’t sure of the context so I figured that one simply fit everything.)
Best place you know of to go: Home or the movies
Short or long hair: Medium. Long hair looks silly on most and super short makes me think of skinheads.
Piercings or none: Doesn’t really matter.

*the last time*
Showered: Yesterday afternoon
Had sex: Um, nope, not gonna answer that one.
Have been to a party: A few years I guess unless you count Lydian’s Birthday Parties!
Had a great time with the opposite sex: Um, whenever I have a great time, I’m usually with Larry. We kinda hang out a lot.

*what is*
Your good luck charm: No luck and no charm
Person you hate the most: Hating makes me tired but I dislike a few: the boy who shot at us, Sara’s old Girl Scout leader thing, and my ex-best friend
The worst song you've ever heard: Drop Kick Me, Jesus, Through the Goalposts of Life The best thing that has happened to you today: I got up.

*favorites*
Color: blue and black
Movie: Star Wars original trilogy
Book: The Persian Boy
Subject in school: English
Online buds: Too many wonderful ones to choose a favorite.
Juice: Orange
Place to go when there's no where else to go: Home
Cars: A classic green Jaguar XKE
Food: Ice Cream
Ice cream: Chocolate
Soft drink: Mountain Dew but I don’t drink them.
Sports: Not a sports fan.
Holiday: Um, Halloween maybe
Season: Autumn
Breakfast food: Ham, eggs, gravy and biscuits
Places to go with your friends: Restaurants

*who*
Makes you laugh the most: No idea. Sheldon Cooper maybe
Makes you smile: Lydian
Gives you a funny feeling whenever you see them: No one
Has a crush on you: No one
Who do you have a crush on: Sherlock Holmes!
Gives you kisses: Lydian!

*do you ever*
Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call the whole night: No.
Save emails: yep
Wish you were someone else: Nope. Wish my life were different, yes.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: No but I did when I was little because I wanted to be able to pee standing up.
Want to look different: Yes!
Cried because of someone's mean words: Yes

*best*
Song lyrics: Ship of fools
Cologne: Anything lavender
Perfume: Makes me sneeze
Kiss: I married the best kisser I ever met.
Romantic memory: In 2008 when I was in the hospital for 6 weeks, Larry brought dinner for me on our anniversary and we ate in the room for special events in the rehab center.

In Memory

As always, in memory of my Sara

On Death
~~Kahlil Gibran
You would know the secret of death.
But how shall you find it unless you seek it in the heart of life?
The owl whose night-bound eyes are blind unto the day cannot unveil the mystery of light.
If you would indeed behold the spirit of death, open your heart wide unto the body of life.
For life and death are one, even as the river and the sea are one.


In the depth of your hopes and desires lies your silent knowledge of the beyond;
And like seeds dreaming beneath the snow your heart dreams of spring.
Trust the dreams, for in them is hidden the gate to eternity.
Your fear of death is but the trembling of the shepherd when he stands before the king whose hand is to be laid upon him in honour.
Is the shepherd not joyful beneath his trembling, that he shall wear the mark of the king?
Yet is he not more mindful of his trembling?


For what is it to die but to stand naked in the wind and to melt into the sun?
And what is it to cease breathing, but to free the breath from its restless tides, that it may rise and expand and seek God unencumbered?


Only when you drink from the river of silence shall you indeed sing.
And when you have reached the mountain top, then you shall begin to climb.
And when the earth shall claim your limbs, then shall you truly dance.