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FIC: RPS: Outing Colin Colin/Jared NC-17
Title: Outing Colin
Author: Alex (alex_cat_45@yahoo.com)
Type: RPS
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I do not know these persons and I make NO claims that any of this is true. I do not profit from this either.
Warnings: None
Beta: Larian Elensar
Pairing: Colin/Jared
Archive: Alex’s Story Book
Author’s Note: This is from a plot bunny by Tarhiliel. It uses this quote from Out Magazine: According to Leto, the script never contained a love scene between the pair. "Between Colin and I, there's nothing physical. We hold each other sometimes," says Leto, adding, "If there was [a sex scene], you better believe it would be the best sex scene you ever saw in your life. They could have never done another man-to-man scene after that. It would have been the quintessential f***fest of all time."
Spoilers: Nope
Summary: Colin wonders what such a scene would be like and he decides to ask Jared to help him figure it out.
~~~
OUTING COLIN
Claudine dropped the magazine into his lap.
He saw Jared on the cover and grinned. One thing about Jared was he had balls. To be the cover model for a magazine about gay men took balls in their business.
“Damn! He looks good. Have you read it?” He asked her.
“Oh yes, and so should you. I think you will find it interesting.”
Colin began to read.
And almost choked.
“It would have been the quintessential f***fest of all time."
“He said that? Gods!” He lit another cigarette and read the rest. “You see these photos, sis? Damn, did he look that good when he did Alexander?”
He thought about Jared all afternoon and went back to the article several times. His mind kept circling around an idea, an idea that he didn’t want, an idea he tried to push away.
What would it have been like if they’d done a love scene?
*
Colin hadn’t seen Jared in several months but he knew they’d both be trotted out for all the television shows and premieres. He didn’t mind but had to admit that all those one on one interviews made him nervous. He didn’t want to screw up and come off an asshole. He owed it to Oliver to try to make a decent impression.
He ordered a burger and was talking to the waitress when Jared came up and sat down. He didn’t even notice that it was Jared until he turned back around.
“Jared! I didn’t even see you. Where did you come from?” He had been waiting for Claudine to meet him.
“I was walking down the street and saw you. How are you? Ready for the whirlwind that’ll come with the premiere? I don’t envy you… you won’t get a moment’s peace.”
Colin laughed. It did seem that way. Then he remembered the magazine. And felt an odd feeling in the pit of his stomach.
“I read an interview you gave to a magazine… what was it…OUT! That’s it.”
Jared blushed before he said another word.
“Did you mean it? What you said about the love scene that we could have done?” Colin didn’t even realize he was leaning forward, waiting for an answer.
*
Jared just stared at Colin for a second, not sure what to say.
“Did I mean that it would sizzle on the screen? Yes…”
Colin swallowed hard and opened his mouth like he was going to ask another question, but then closed it.
“I…would you… ever think of trying a scene like that?” Colin’s face was rather red.
Jared stared some more, saying nothing because he couldn’t.
“I… Jesus, I shouldn’t have said that. I, oh fuck, Jared. When I read the words I thought, why the hell didn’t we shoot one? I… sorry.”
“Do you want to? Is that what you’re asking me?”
“I think so.” Colin was as red as a beet now.
Jared bit his lip, trying to think but his heart was slamming so hard against his ribcage that he couldn’t. “All of it?”
“I think so.”
“When?” Jared’s blood was deserting his heart and heading south.
“Now?” Colin’s voice almost squeaked at the end and it sounded much more like a question than a statement.
“My apartment?” He knew that Colin’s house came with other people in it and the only person they might run into at his place was Shannon. Colin nodded. He paid the check and he left with Jared. Neither said a word during the drive. Jared was having enough trouble driving without reaching down to adjust himself to carry on a conversation too.
He drove into the parking garage and they both silently got out. Jared’s hands were cold.
*
Once inside the apartment, they looked at one another and knew what to do.
“Stay with me tonight, Hephaestion?” Colin fell into his role easily. Jared was taken aback for a second then he too fell into his role. He simply nodded and smiled shyly at ‘Alexander.’
Instead of the balcony, they sat down on the sofa. They spoke the lines about what the people of Asia wanted and needed, of his vanity. They talked of the heroes and their fates.
“Is there not love in your life, Alexander? I wonder sometimes if it’s not your mother you run from… what is it you fear?”
“Who knows these things? When I was a child my mother thought me divine, my father weak. Which am I, Hephaestion? Weak or divine? All I know is I trust only you in this world. I’ve missed you. I need you; it is you I love, Hephaestion, no other.”
“You still hold your headed cocked like that.”
“I’ve stopped that.”
“No. Like a deer listening in the wind. You strike me still, Alexander. You have eyes like no other. I sound as stupid as a schoolboy but you’re everything I care for. And by the sweet breath of Aphrodite, I am so jealous of losing you to this world you want so badly.”
“You’ll never lose me, Hephaestion. I’ll be with you always, till the end.”
It was only natural that they kiss, Alexander and Hephaestion, there on a sofa in Jared’s apartment. They had ceased to be actors and melded into the men that had been their shadows for so long.
Colin took the beloved face into his hands and smiled and touched his lips to Jared’s. Instead of kissing a stranger, he felt like he was kissing someone he had known forever. Perhaps he was.
Jared tugged at his shirt, impatient to touch Colin’s warm skin. They got undressed amid passionate kisses and short pauses for removing a garment here and there. Once naked, Jared looked down at Colin’s erect cock and smiled at him.
“My Alexander.”
Skin touched skin as they came together in another embrace. Jared pulled back and with Colin’s hand in his, he led him toward the bedroom. They stopped before they had gone three feet to kiss, Colin pressing him against the wall and sliding his tongue into the American’s eager mouth. They broke apart and continued toward the small bedroom.
Once in the bedroom, Colin pressed Jared toward the messy bed. Jared allowed himself to be pushed onto his back and he held his arms open to Colin. Both of them groaned when their cocks rubbed together as Colin settled on top of Jared. They were both slick enough with their own lubrication that they slid easily against one another.
Jared opened his legs, making it easier for Colin to grind against him. He wrapped them around his co-star and pressed himself upward, humping Colin like a teen-aged boy. His blue eyes sparkled in the dim light.
*
Colin was trembling as he pressed against Jared. This was a lot more than he had bargained for. Jared *was* Hephaestion, eager and needy in his arms. He began to kiss Jared’s face and down his neck, finding the pulse point in his throat and gently biting him as his hands loosened the legs that still held him tight. He slipped down farther, sucking at the tiny nipples that hardened to little peaks in his mouth.
Jared moaned and writhed beneath him, trying hard to keep his erection in contact with Colin’s body. Colin grinned and kissed his way down, moving off of Jared and onto his hands and knees as his tongue traced a trail down Jared’s flat stomach to the beginnings of dark pubic hair. Colin could smell his musky scent, surprised that it aroused him even further.
He avoided the length of heated flesh that brushed against his cheek in order to bite the tender skin of Jared’s inner thigh. Colin pressed his hand hard against Jared’s leg, pressing it down and keeping himself from getting kneed as Jared jerked in surprise at the bite.
“Patience, Phaestion,” he whispered, not even realizing what he had called Jared. “All in due time.”
He nibbled down thighs and behind knees, ignoring the desperate sounds that emanated from his partner. Colin smiled as Jared panted raggedly, biting his ankles and letting his tongue tickle the arch of his foot. He looked back up and saw Jared reaching to touch himself.
“No! Don’t! You’re mine to touch.”
Jared sank back against the pillows and smiled at him. “Hurry, then, Xander. I am not sure how long I can wait. You have driven me to distraction.”
Colin smiled, again neither of them even noticing the name, and began to work his tongue back up by the same route it had taken down. He finished his journey by taking Jared’s mouth in another long kiss that ended with them both gasping for breath.
Colin raised his head and looked down into blue eyes that were glazed with need and want.
“You know, I read an article that said Greek men did not penetrate one another but rather rubbed against each other until they came.”
Jared whispered, “We are Macedonians, Xander. And I don’t think I can live another hour if you do not take me.”
“I need-” Colin’s voice was a bit shaky now.
“In the drawer and a bottle of massage oil that Scarlett left.”
Colin found the condoms and the oil. His hands were still a little shaky as he readied himself. He lifted Jared’s legs and looked down at his small opening. His cock twitched with desire.
“You… I’m fucking shaking like a virgin.”
“Are you?” Jared’s hands reached toward Colin, to urge him closer.
“To men, yeah, but, uh, not to this.”
“Me too,” Jared answered as he wrapped his fingers around Colin’s latex covered cock.
Colin laughed. “You too what?”
“New.”
Jared pressed up against Colin as best he could. Colin pressed his cock against the tiny pucker.
“Oh! More… do it.”
Colin pressed and Jared let him in. Jared gasped and his eyes widened, then he smiled. Colin realized this was *not* his first time being taken, in any event. He pressed deep, loving the tightness and the way Jared moved his own body beneath him. He reached and pulled Jared’s legs down so he could wrap them around him. And he began to rock in and out of Jared’s body in long, languid thrusts.
*
Their pace slowly increased. Jared began to match his movements, his body meeting Colin’s thrusts. He pressed himself against Colin’s belly, groaning at the sweet friction. He was close, so close. His whole body tightened in anticipation, sending Colin over too.
“Fuck!” Colin always had a foul mouth.
Jared didn’t make a lot of noise but he came hard between them, his seed spilling over their stomachs. He tightened around Colin until he could feel the throbbing stop and felt Colin let his muscles relax. He held Colin, kissing his cheek.
“I don’t think Oliver could have found any way to make that R rated,” Colin whispered. “And I’m pretty sure no guys could ever make a scene to beat it.”
Jared just laughed and hugged him again.
*
The whirlwind of publicity had the actors trotted out to promote the movie. On the night that Colin was on Jay Leno, Jared was home, watching. He smiled when he saw the Irishman.
He didn’t pay much attention to what anyone said but then Colin stopped him cold.
"Jared Leto is so beautiful... he's the kind of man who makes you question your heterosexuality."
Jared smiled and took a sip of his beer. In about an hour, he would make Colin question his heterosexuality again. And again.
~end~
Author: Alex (alex_cat_45@yahoo.com)
Type: RPS
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I do not know these persons and I make NO claims that any of this is true. I do not profit from this either.
Warnings: None
Beta: Larian Elensar
Pairing: Colin/Jared
Archive: Alex’s Story Book
Author’s Note: This is from a plot bunny by Tarhiliel. It uses this quote from Out Magazine: According to Leto, the script never contained a love scene between the pair. "Between Colin and I, there's nothing physical. We hold each other sometimes," says Leto, adding, "If there was [a sex scene], you better believe it would be the best sex scene you ever saw in your life. They could have never done another man-to-man scene after that. It would have been the quintessential f***fest of all time."
Spoilers: Nope
Summary: Colin wonders what such a scene would be like and he decides to ask Jared to help him figure it out.
~~~
OUTING COLIN
Claudine dropped the magazine into his lap.
He saw Jared on the cover and grinned. One thing about Jared was he had balls. To be the cover model for a magazine about gay men took balls in their business.
“Damn! He looks good. Have you read it?” He asked her.
“Oh yes, and so should you. I think you will find it interesting.”
Colin began to read.
And almost choked.
“It would have been the quintessential f***fest of all time."
“He said that? Gods!” He lit another cigarette and read the rest. “You see these photos, sis? Damn, did he look that good when he did Alexander?”
He thought about Jared all afternoon and went back to the article several times. His mind kept circling around an idea, an idea that he didn’t want, an idea he tried to push away.
What would it have been like if they’d done a love scene?
*
Colin hadn’t seen Jared in several months but he knew they’d both be trotted out for all the television shows and premieres. He didn’t mind but had to admit that all those one on one interviews made him nervous. He didn’t want to screw up and come off an asshole. He owed it to Oliver to try to make a decent impression.
He ordered a burger and was talking to the waitress when Jared came up and sat down. He didn’t even notice that it was Jared until he turned back around.
“Jared! I didn’t even see you. Where did you come from?” He had been waiting for Claudine to meet him.
“I was walking down the street and saw you. How are you? Ready for the whirlwind that’ll come with the premiere? I don’t envy you… you won’t get a moment’s peace.”
Colin laughed. It did seem that way. Then he remembered the magazine. And felt an odd feeling in the pit of his stomach.
“I read an interview you gave to a magazine… what was it…OUT! That’s it.”
Jared blushed before he said another word.
“Did you mean it? What you said about the love scene that we could have done?” Colin didn’t even realize he was leaning forward, waiting for an answer.
*
Jared just stared at Colin for a second, not sure what to say.
“Did I mean that it would sizzle on the screen? Yes…”
Colin swallowed hard and opened his mouth like he was going to ask another question, but then closed it.
“I…would you… ever think of trying a scene like that?” Colin’s face was rather red.
Jared stared some more, saying nothing because he couldn’t.
“I… Jesus, I shouldn’t have said that. I, oh fuck, Jared. When I read the words I thought, why the hell didn’t we shoot one? I… sorry.”
“Do you want to? Is that what you’re asking me?”
“I think so.” Colin was as red as a beet now.
Jared bit his lip, trying to think but his heart was slamming so hard against his ribcage that he couldn’t. “All of it?”
“I think so.”
“When?” Jared’s blood was deserting his heart and heading south.
“Now?” Colin’s voice almost squeaked at the end and it sounded much more like a question than a statement.
“My apartment?” He knew that Colin’s house came with other people in it and the only person they might run into at his place was Shannon. Colin nodded. He paid the check and he left with Jared. Neither said a word during the drive. Jared was having enough trouble driving without reaching down to adjust himself to carry on a conversation too.
He drove into the parking garage and they both silently got out. Jared’s hands were cold.
*
Once inside the apartment, they looked at one another and knew what to do.
“Stay with me tonight, Hephaestion?” Colin fell into his role easily. Jared was taken aback for a second then he too fell into his role. He simply nodded and smiled shyly at ‘Alexander.’
Instead of the balcony, they sat down on the sofa. They spoke the lines about what the people of Asia wanted and needed, of his vanity. They talked of the heroes and their fates.
“Is there not love in your life, Alexander? I wonder sometimes if it’s not your mother you run from… what is it you fear?”
“Who knows these things? When I was a child my mother thought me divine, my father weak. Which am I, Hephaestion? Weak or divine? All I know is I trust only you in this world. I’ve missed you. I need you; it is you I love, Hephaestion, no other.”
“You still hold your headed cocked like that.”
“I’ve stopped that.”
“No. Like a deer listening in the wind. You strike me still, Alexander. You have eyes like no other. I sound as stupid as a schoolboy but you’re everything I care for. And by the sweet breath of Aphrodite, I am so jealous of losing you to this world you want so badly.”
“You’ll never lose me, Hephaestion. I’ll be with you always, till the end.”
It was only natural that they kiss, Alexander and Hephaestion, there on a sofa in Jared’s apartment. They had ceased to be actors and melded into the men that had been their shadows for so long.
Colin took the beloved face into his hands and smiled and touched his lips to Jared’s. Instead of kissing a stranger, he felt like he was kissing someone he had known forever. Perhaps he was.
Jared tugged at his shirt, impatient to touch Colin’s warm skin. They got undressed amid passionate kisses and short pauses for removing a garment here and there. Once naked, Jared looked down at Colin’s erect cock and smiled at him.
“My Alexander.”
Skin touched skin as they came together in another embrace. Jared pulled back and with Colin’s hand in his, he led him toward the bedroom. They stopped before they had gone three feet to kiss, Colin pressing him against the wall and sliding his tongue into the American’s eager mouth. They broke apart and continued toward the small bedroom.
Once in the bedroom, Colin pressed Jared toward the messy bed. Jared allowed himself to be pushed onto his back and he held his arms open to Colin. Both of them groaned when their cocks rubbed together as Colin settled on top of Jared. They were both slick enough with their own lubrication that they slid easily against one another.
Jared opened his legs, making it easier for Colin to grind against him. He wrapped them around his co-star and pressed himself upward, humping Colin like a teen-aged boy. His blue eyes sparkled in the dim light.
*
Colin was trembling as he pressed against Jared. This was a lot more than he had bargained for. Jared *was* Hephaestion, eager and needy in his arms. He began to kiss Jared’s face and down his neck, finding the pulse point in his throat and gently biting him as his hands loosened the legs that still held him tight. He slipped down farther, sucking at the tiny nipples that hardened to little peaks in his mouth.
Jared moaned and writhed beneath him, trying hard to keep his erection in contact with Colin’s body. Colin grinned and kissed his way down, moving off of Jared and onto his hands and knees as his tongue traced a trail down Jared’s flat stomach to the beginnings of dark pubic hair. Colin could smell his musky scent, surprised that it aroused him even further.
He avoided the length of heated flesh that brushed against his cheek in order to bite the tender skin of Jared’s inner thigh. Colin pressed his hand hard against Jared’s leg, pressing it down and keeping himself from getting kneed as Jared jerked in surprise at the bite.
“Patience, Phaestion,” he whispered, not even realizing what he had called Jared. “All in due time.”
He nibbled down thighs and behind knees, ignoring the desperate sounds that emanated from his partner. Colin smiled as Jared panted raggedly, biting his ankles and letting his tongue tickle the arch of his foot. He looked back up and saw Jared reaching to touch himself.
“No! Don’t! You’re mine to touch.”
Jared sank back against the pillows and smiled at him. “Hurry, then, Xander. I am not sure how long I can wait. You have driven me to distraction.”
Colin smiled, again neither of them even noticing the name, and began to work his tongue back up by the same route it had taken down. He finished his journey by taking Jared’s mouth in another long kiss that ended with them both gasping for breath.
Colin raised his head and looked down into blue eyes that were glazed with need and want.
“You know, I read an article that said Greek men did not penetrate one another but rather rubbed against each other until they came.”
Jared whispered, “We are Macedonians, Xander. And I don’t think I can live another hour if you do not take me.”
“I need-” Colin’s voice was a bit shaky now.
“In the drawer and a bottle of massage oil that Scarlett left.”
Colin found the condoms and the oil. His hands were still a little shaky as he readied himself. He lifted Jared’s legs and looked down at his small opening. His cock twitched with desire.
“You… I’m fucking shaking like a virgin.”
“Are you?” Jared’s hands reached toward Colin, to urge him closer.
“To men, yeah, but, uh, not to this.”
“Me too,” Jared answered as he wrapped his fingers around Colin’s latex covered cock.
Colin laughed. “You too what?”
“New.”
Jared pressed up against Colin as best he could. Colin pressed his cock against the tiny pucker.
“Oh! More… do it.”
Colin pressed and Jared let him in. Jared gasped and his eyes widened, then he smiled. Colin realized this was *not* his first time being taken, in any event. He pressed deep, loving the tightness and the way Jared moved his own body beneath him. He reached and pulled Jared’s legs down so he could wrap them around him. And he began to rock in and out of Jared’s body in long, languid thrusts.
*
Their pace slowly increased. Jared began to match his movements, his body meeting Colin’s thrusts. He pressed himself against Colin’s belly, groaning at the sweet friction. He was close, so close. His whole body tightened in anticipation, sending Colin over too.
“Fuck!” Colin always had a foul mouth.
Jared didn’t make a lot of noise but he came hard between them, his seed spilling over their stomachs. He tightened around Colin until he could feel the throbbing stop and felt Colin let his muscles relax. He held Colin, kissing his cheek.
“I don’t think Oliver could have found any way to make that R rated,” Colin whispered. “And I’m pretty sure no guys could ever make a scene to beat it.”
Jared just laughed and hugged him again.
*
The whirlwind of publicity had the actors trotted out to promote the movie. On the night that Colin was on Jay Leno, Jared was home, watching. He smiled when he saw the Irishman.
He didn’t pay much attention to what anyone said but then Colin stopped him cold.
"Jared Leto is so beautiful... he's the kind of man who makes you question your heterosexuality."
Jared smiled and took a sip of his beer. In about an hour, he would make Colin question his heterosexuality again. And again.
~end~